Once a year I get to spend a few days with these ladies...
and we made it happen a couple of weeks ago!
We grew up together in the youth group. I adore these ladies.
We are alot a like in our values & how we raise our kids.
They push me to love God & serve Him.
They encourage me to love my husband & kids.
They just let me...simply be me.
I would give anything for them to live close to me again.
But for now I will cherish the time we get to
spend together here & there.
Friendships are not easy for me. I don't require a lot of time.
I like to be at home. I am not needy & can't handle it
if someone who wants to be close to me is needy.
I'm kinda a loner...introvert I guess.
I also have had the chance to spend time with one of my
very best friends Lana lately.
Can't begin to tell you how much I adore this lady.
While talking to her the other night I said...
"I've come to realize my good friends just don't live close to me".
And some days that makes me really sad...but I know it's true.
Now I'm not throwing a pity party or anything...Please.
It's my fault...I just have issues.
And to be honest most people can't handle being close to a PW,
or atleast this PW.
Don't get me wrong...I have tons of friends...people I like
to spend time with...but I'm talking sister friend close.
I really don't know why I'm blogging about all of this.
Just been on my mind lately...friendships.
Sometimes I'm lonely...or dare I admit...jealous of others
and their ability to have close friends down the street.
But really...I will be just fine & dandy!
I barely have time to spend with my family somedays!!
One of my friends & I would always joke and say..
"I wanna be invite, but I just really don't want to go".
True...funny & tad bit sad huh?
I am so thankful for the friends God has put into my life
even though I don't see them on a regular basis....we
always pick up right where we left off.
How about you? Are friendships easy for you?
Are you an introvert or extravert?